Short Moments to Cherished Memories

Tera Harmalet
13 min readOct 10, 2021

Random thoughts are collected here. Credit of photos goes to its original owners.

25/5/2022

Doing the same thing again and again and expecting different results?

  • Check what you consume.
  • Change in thoughts
  • Change in actions
  • Change in habits

18/5/2022

待つのが 辛いか?

待たせるのが 辛いか?

17/5/2022

* My liberation notes *

What a gem!

16/5/2022

15/5/2022

14/5/2022

13/5/2022

12/5/2022

11/5/2022

10/5/2022

9/5/2022

Lmao

8/5/2022

7/5/2022

6/5/2022

Lmao, exactly year after year!

5/5/2022

4/5/2022

3/5/2022

2/5/2022

1/5/2022

30/4/2022

29/4/2022

I have no one. What is the difference between me and an orphan? If I don’t try hard, my life might be living at other people’s charity. You clearly hate your current condition. You must be desperate. You must try hard to improve your conditions. Remember the hatred in your heart and use it as a leverage to change yourself. Always think of the hatred to motivate yourself. HATE it!!!

28/4/2022

For motivation,

“Can’t I even do that?”

27/4/2022

26/4/2022

25/4/2022

24/4/2022

😂

23/4/2022

22/4/2022

21/4/2022

20/4/2022

19/4/2022

18/4/2022

17/4/2022

Can’t even wake up

16/4/2022

15/4/2022

14/4/2022

13/4/2022

12/4/2022

11/4/2022

10/4/2022

9/4/2022

Lmao

8/4/2022

7/4/2022

6/4/2022

5/4/2022

4/4/2022

3/4/2022

2/4/2022

1/4/2022

31/3/2022

30/3/2022

29/3/2022

28/3/2022

27/3/2022

Lol

26/3/2022

25/3/2022

24/3/2022

23/3/2022

22/3/2022

21/3/2022

20/3/2022

19/3/2022

18/3/2022

17/3/2022

16/3/2022

15/3/2022

14/3/2022

12/3/2022

11/3/2022

10/3/2022

9/3/2022

8/3/2022

7/3/2022

6/3/2022

Returning

5/3/2022

4/3/2022

3/3/2022

2/3/2022

1/3/2022

28/2/2022

27/2/2022

26/2/2022

Humans' nature of repeating again & again & again!

Very stupid!!!

25/2/2022

The number 10

24/2/2022

What an interesting era we are living when survival comes first.

23/2/2022

22/2/2022

Is life trying to piss me off?

What should I do?

21/2/2022

Compulsive behavior

Think! Think! Think!

Discipline yourself.

20/2/2022

End useless habits, can you?

Get out of easy and comfortable lifestyle. Always challenge yourself.

19/2/2022

A complete darkness

18/2/2022

“Fortunately, society rarely offers critical comment regarding the way a person dies. The way a person lives is what evokes criticism.”

17/2/2022

Classic

16/2/2022

Still a dumbass?

15/2/2022

14/2/2022

Never argue with people on the Internet.

Never argue with people on the Internet.

Never argue with people on the Internet.

13/2/2022

Study and do homeworks.

12/2/2022

11/2/2022

Why does it feel very empty after a great series end?

Sometimes, I feel like my head is full of ideas.

Adding up

10/2/2022

9/2/2022

Exactly

8/2/2022

A hot bath

I am only in my early 20s. But, why am I living in regrets?

Mistakes are lessons. Chasing after losses is meaningless. When you look back from a certain point in the future, it will be a joke. Have a heart to let it go and learn from it. Create and chase after new things. The world is vast.

What are you doing in your free time? How do you use your time?

7/2/2022

75 & 73

But, at the end of the day …

Zero-sum games

When you have it, don’t waste it. Instead, learn to manage it.

6/2/2022

Another regretful day

5/2/2022

Went to market

Regrets at the end of the day

4/2/2022

What should I do next?

3/2/2022

Created a NFT album to be an early participant of sematic web. Here is the link. https://opensea.io/collection/teraharmalet

2/2/2022

何を 信じれば いい?

1/2/2022

Lmao

31/1/2022

Lalalala

30/1/2022

29/1/2022

28/1/2022

27/1/2022

26/1/2022

The lost of a golden ring!

When you ask a question, you are discriminated? What a rotten society!

25/1/2022

“Here, take the apartment key.”

“Delicious food will be there everyday.”

“Go live there and write to your heart’s content.”

“But, let me be the first person to read your work.”

Such a deal is difficult to let down. I was in the apartment tying in front of a PC. I typed many words but nothing is visible. I got frustrated and slammed the desk of the PC and closed my eyes. Then, I opened my eyes to have a clear view but it was completely darkness.

Shit, I was dreaming.

24/1/2022

Outsiders make things worse.

They don’t know a single thing. They don’t understand the situation. Yet, they told you to do this and that, and when you don’t do as they wish, when they can’t control you, you are narrated as a super bad guy. Nice!

People like a good and obedient person who listens to them, does things as they said, follows their will, tries hard to meet their expectations, and fulfills their wishes.

I was never an obedient goody two shoes. And, my reputation has never been good (exception for only a few). I am not the so-called “good person”. SO WHAT?

23/1/2022

仕事がない

お金がない

何もない

この世界

22/1/2022

I am not even blessed with an environment where I can write.

21/1/2022

20/1/2022

19/1/2022

Refugee but still hiking and chilling

18/1/2022

17/1/2022

16/1/2022

What am I doing? What should I be doing?

15/1/2022

What should I do?

14/1/2022

What should I do next?

13/1/2022

What is future?

12/1/2022

I should be grateful since I am provided with a place to stay and food to eat.

11/1/2022

Feeling like surviving in a war movie!

10/1/2022

Now what?

9/1/2022

Never once in my life I have thought that I would become a refugee.

Sunflowers love the sun.

8/1/2022

I have many things on my mind, but I can’t focus and write them down. Staying calm under my current circumstances is already a very handful task.

To all the living things and non-living things in the universe, I LOVE YOU.

7/1/2022

Battles in the town
Civilians in the combat zone
Emergency Evacuation

6/1/2022

Is there no way out?

Countless of failures you may encounter in your life, but never give up. You lose only when you give up. Keep going.

5/1/2022

Stop doing shits and start producing real stuffs.

4/1/2022

3/1/2022

2/1/2022

1/1/2022

Things get serious but silently normal.

31/12/2021

30/12/2021

29/12/2021

28/12/2021

Slowly

27/12/2021

Built again

26/12/2021

Roller coaster

25/12/2021

There is me for me.

24/12/2021

Wolf

23/12/2021

Xxx

22/12/2021

Xxx

21/12/2021

Michiko

20/12/2021

Need to sleep less!

19/12/2021

18/12/2021

Most of the time😂

17/12/2021

So good

16/12/2021

Take a break

15/12/2021

What a demanding mind I have!

14/12/2021

Imagine the outcomes.

13/12/2021

12/12/2021

What should I do?

11/12/2021

JWT

10/12/2021

9/12/2021

“10000”

Stop at 2:1

Please! Please! Please?

8/12/2021

I should have stopped there again.

7/12/2021

I should have stopped there.

Not again?

6/12/2021

2G Internet

5/12/2021

4/12/2021

Tight situations, Very limited options, A good choice

3/12/2021

The way of life

2/12/2021

Haven’t written anything for a month

1/12/2021

Dear December,

Bring me great fortune!

(A very disappointed day for me! Feel shitty the whole day!

Nothing went smoothly and I feel like everything is against me.

Why is it so difficult?)

30/11/2021

After 3 matches, 5 minutes rest

29/11/2021

28/11/2021

Ohhhhhhhh

27/11/2021

Haha

26/11/2021

Exactly, lol

25/11/2021

Wasted potentials

24/11/2021

23/11/2021

And you don’t seem to understand ……

22/11/2021

Kakegurui

21/11/2021

20/11/2021

19/11/2021

18/11/2021

17/11/2021

16/11/2021

15/11/2021

Lmao

14/11/2021

13/11/2021

Breakthrough the boundary,

Defend the fortress of freedom.

As long as the heart desires,

You’re destined to ignite the light.

12/11/2021

11/11/2021

I quit without regrets.

10/11/2021

CZX

9/11/2021

Exactly so

8/11/2021

Variety shows

7/11/2021

6/11/2021

5/11/2021

As gentle as warm sunlight

I’ll embrace you

Drifting and floating, feeling like I am having a dream

Cuddling up and thinking of you from afar

My wish is for you to keep on smiling

Never let your childlike smile disappear

4/11/2021

“Real-time”

3/11/2021

When the end comes near, the unexpected world will cheer both sides with a crimson wine.

2/11/2021

1/11/2021

Hello November!!!

31/10/2021

When you are starving but there is nothing to eat…

30/10/2021

Why life is so hard?

29/10/2021

js & api & json

Human shields

28/10/2021

js & dw

27/10/2021

26/10/2021

25/10/2021

Regression analysis

Is there still true sincerity in this world?

Why is “I know who and who knows me” so important for some people?

24/10/2021

Winter is coming.

23/10/2021

I tested various ways but all failed. Shit, I quit.

Aging comes with regrets.

Shit! Shit! Shit!

Only shits happen after falling into a deep dark pit.

Go the same. Think before opposing.

22/10/2021

  1. Don’t be greedy.
  2. Track time.
  3. Check abnormal.
  4. Know when to quit.

Or else 😭😭😭

Sequence trap … the worst

What comes easily goes easily.

21/10/2021

Within 20 minutes

20/10/2021

Full moon day

3 in 100 & Fibonacci

What a very nice weather today!

19/10/2021

Planning to write a story and got some ideas but don’t know where to start.

18/10/2021

Unhealthy ESTJ is the worst. Problematic, controlling, and very demanding!

In an very limited environment & collapsing systems!

Probability of occurrences

17/10/2021

WangXian forever!

If you are too serious about one thing, you forget to explore other options.

Everything isn’t as important as the mind makes it seem to be.

We are slaves to numbers.

Random chances

When you are in a limited environment, your creativity shuts down.

16/10/2021

Shit, I shouldn’t have used money recklessly. T_T

15/10/2021

And, can’t take anything seriously anymore!

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14/10/2021

Does the system corrupt people or people corrupt the system?

13/10/2021

I see. The control of information flow is very important.

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.

12/10/2021

Every day, you wake up and then you have to think, “What should I eat today?” It’s really a pain in the brain. Someone, please invent “never starving” pill or whatever pill which goes against the whole concept of metabolism.

No eating, no shitting, sounds good.

11/10/2021

The most frustrating thing is you are trying very hard to fall asleep but you can’t fall asleep. (8:08 AM)

10/10/2021

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Tera Harmalet

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