I love watching anime. Some anime are so great that I don’t want them to end. While I was watching their stories, I was too immersed in their world and I even felt that I was one of them. I became attached to some characters. I love them. I love them from the bottom of my heart. I love them so much that mere words won’t be able to use to describe. I am ready to sacrifice everything for them. But when the series came to the end, I was sent back to my reality and a realization hits me, “I’m idea-zoned”.
I know that they don’t exist in reality but I can’t stop falling in love with them. The fact “They don’t exist in reality” hurts me. That knowledge makes my heart fill with sadness. It makes my heart break into pieces. Maybe because I am expecting something impossible.
What about cosplayers? They can copy the look but they won’t be able to copy the character’s attitude, capabilities, skills, responsibilities, etc. What about writers or mangakas? I am very thankful for their efforts in creating such amazing characters, plot, setting, theme, etc and I respect them as great people with genius minds. But, what I love is anime characters! Those bloody anime characters they created!
I am very satisfied with the way I am. As long as I am alive, they are always with me. They don’t mind even if I love other anime characters. Yes! They exist in my memories! They don’t exist in reality but they exist in the memory of a person living in reality. I am very glad that I dived into the anime world. It is a world of wonder!
Look like I am a silly girl who loves to live in my own little world and complaining, “I’m idea-zoned”.
Apr 28, 2019
