Sometimes, we feel life is meaningless, right?
Things didn’t go our way. We are waiting for something which will happen to us. We are waiting days after days and get stuck in the lifestyle we don’t like. Waking up in the morning, doing something necessary for living but unmotivated, and going back to bed at night and we wonder why do we wake up every morning and what is the meaning of life. We feel our lives meaningless.
Deep within our hearts, we know that we need to make some changes. But, we aren’t capable. Why? Maybe we are waiting for someone’s decision for the next chapter of our lives. Maybe we are afraid to take risk which is exchanging our current status with uncertainty. Maybe we are lazy.
The environment we live in is gloomy. The mood around us is gloomy. Everyone is unmotivated. Every word we produced has negative meaning. There is no one who listens to our situations and wishes. There is no true empathy in this world. One can not suffer for others. Only the one who suffers knows how painful it is. There is no good news. No better situation and stuck in depression.
Waiting for a better tomorrow and a bright future but time passes and looks like there is no such thing. Our days are the same as always and should we blame ourselves for not knowing how to pick up our minds which have been thrown into the lowest bottom of our hearts?
External pressures and stress also put weight on our already heavy heart. The physical body is healthy but when the mind is fallen, the heart is lifting heavy weights and emotions are in disarray. Living becomes unhappiness. Living, pretending to be okay, but we are dead inside.
What can we do but keep telling ourselves that better days will come. Hey, incapable, helpless, powerless, directionless, careless, impatient, negligent, irritated, confused, unhappy us! We have no choice but to pick ourselves up. Cheering and supporting each other while saying things will be okay.
As a person with an existential crisis to my core, I want to ask, “Do our lives have meaning?”
March 14, 2020 9:03 PM